Celebrate in silence..

Ayah,

I can't believe it's my birthday today, which is definitely not young anymore, it's been 28 years now.

I try many things, especially to make myself happy and celebrate in silence alone.

Unlike the previous year, this year feels more faster and many things have happened.

Ayah,

This year will be a different year, Sinta graduated from college and Moni graduated from high school and continued to study.

I'm so happy and pounding this year, will i survive as strong as last year?

Ayah,

This birthday also feels different because it coincides with the fasting month, the 3rd year we fast and Eid without you dad.

Ayah,

You already return to Allah for 3 years but it still felt like yesterday. The sorrow is still there.

Ayah, I'm sorry.

There are so many less and wrong while being ayah daughter.